His love and faithfulness never fail me.
When I say to Him and to me, that I just give up, that I’m done with it all, He is pretty quick to just draw me really close and give me strength and courage to keep at it.
I’m pretty blessed in that He’s revealed a lot to me, really allowed me to see some of His beauty, really touched my heart with what He’s feeling.
People just fail me over and over. I fail myself over and over. But God? Always comes through.
I’ve tasted so much of Him and His amazingness. So lucky.
Some days, I consider myself cursed. But other days I just can’t believe how much He loves me in that He’s allowed me, forever in prodigal mode, to encounter Him, the Creator of the universe, over and over again.
I need this quasi-sabbatical. Because I just don’t feel like dealing with this stuff.
Secret place, here I come.
My life is hid with Christ on high.
With Christ, my Savior and my God.