I find it so difficult to be able to find enough time alone with Him and to be out there doing things for Him and the Kingdom. When I’m out doing Kingdom stuff, it’s so easy to not pray as much as I like to and not be in the Word as often as I’d like. And let me not forget the thoughts and desires that are 100% not godly and do nothing to bring me closer to God. It will be so amazing one day to finally be able to be home with Him and everything will be perfect finally.
But until then, gotta keep contending, even though my contending feels useless and tiny half the time.