Too many feels lately. Fatigue, joy, anger, lust, depression, apathy, loneliness, gratitude, anxiety, fear, nostalgia.
I hate that “we love because He first loved us…” but that I don’t know how to properly and thoroughly show people just how much I truly love and appreciate them.
Plus my flesh gets in the way. I mean, fear, doubt, anger, jealousy, bitterness… These things won’t ever leave me.
I can’t wait until I experience absolutely perfect fellowship with God and everyone, and there is no more worrying or fear or lust or anxiety.
God, my soul is all over the place lately.